CAT...???

Aaaaarrrrggghhhh......
i thnk tht's exactly how i feel abt my cat prep...
sent my CAT appln form today to IIM B'lore...
D-day : Nov 19 2006... 2 and a half hrs..tht's it!
Judging by my performance in d mocks tht im writin rt now... to me; ..standing in d queue (fisrt to purchase the form nd thn at the post office today)..shiverin coz i was completely drenched..thanks to the rain GODS; sendin the form seemed like an utter waste of time & ofcourse money!!
..this is a part of the conversation betn me nd my guiding alter ego(AE)
AE: but thn isnt this wat u always wanted?isnt ths d reason y u quit from CL??
Moi: i knw..but its so frustrating! 1 particular test..i goofed up in parajumbles.. practised..almost perfected it..next day i screwed up grammar nd vocab!
Quant... NO COMMENTS!
DI...i suck at it! :( :(
AE: hey..ths is jus d beginnin! u were never Miss.Perfect anyways.. realise tht nd jus keep practisin relentlessly.. nuthng beats hardwork swthrt!!
Moi: (sulking...) yeah..but sumtimes its too much to take!
AE: u knew it was gonna be tough!! u knw wat..jus hang in thr for a few more days.. thngs will be bttr whn u r at home! :)
Moi: Hmmm.... i hope.. Maa always manages to soothe my strained nerves!
..am missin u mom :(