Monday, August 28, 2006

In holy matrimony...

Its almost unbelievable... she's finally gettin married to him! i never believed they wud last so long..but im more than glad they did!
It all started 5 yrs ago when he fell head over heels in luv wid her... he propsed..she accepted.. they had a marvellous time together- he was in love..she was enjoyin the attention!
I've never believed in Long Distance Relationships... but they are a stark contrast..from being in different countries to different cities (they are finally in the same one!).. they've survived countless fights and innumerable ups and downs... makes one wonder!

She: A Scorpio (i totally believe in sunsigns!), ready to sting,,hardly sugar-coated, very difficult (trust me i know..) very beautiful.. extremely talented.. knows wat she wants- from life and from her guy- and knows how to get it!
He: A Leo.. who knows how to handle this babe! he is dominating..no doubt! but it is slow poison.. u wont even realise but he'll make u do as per his wish!
..she luvs to be pampered..given loads of attention.. made to feel special and he knows exactly how to do it!

..these are two people i've always luvd,respected and admired (.. never made it evident though!).. and to see them finally getting together makes me really happy! :-))

i am not very gud wid words (one may wonder wat am i doing on blogosphere!).. but i really wish these two the BEST in their lives... May GOD bless the two of you!AMEN!

Monday, August 21, 2006

Confused...

I know its difficult to stand up nd accept things...esp feelings.. but its time ppl learnt to do tht...
I try hard..very hard.. to explain myself tht its not possible to get everything u wish for! Dreams dont come true..u know.. Nd thn jus one conversation makes all the difference...
...And now i really wish i had more time... maybe i cud've helped ppl understand wats happening ..or rather we cud've helped each other figure out wats happening!
Its scary at times.. d force behind all of this... its too strong for me to even try resisiting it..
but tell me sumthng.. isnt it gud to be honest?? atleast wid ur own self...

home..

finally! :-)
thr r no words 2 describe ths feelin... no doubt it feels simply awesome to be home.. but thr's a tiny li'l incomplete feelin inside me... as if i left somethng behind in pune... tht city has seen too much..it knows too much... thr were times whn d streets..d lanes..almost haunted me! in fact i was glad tht i'll be gettin rid of thm whn i cum home! ..nd now tht i am here..i miss tht place... it has too many memories..nd w/o thm i feel incomplete...
Though im not exactly fond of the city.. the yrs spent in pune r more than special for me! they've brought sum of d most imp ppl of my life..nd they've also seen me grow as a person..
...to all those ppl associated wid pune... plz know tht u've made a difference to my life in an unforgettable way! thanks for everythng...

Sunday, August 20, 2006

I miss you..

Gimme a reason
Why I'm feeling so blue
Everytime I close my eyes, all I see is you
Gimme a reason
Why I can't feel my heart
Everytime you leave my side, I just fall apart

And when you're fast asleep, I wonder where you go
Can you tell me, I wanna know

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

Gimme a reason
Why I can't concentrate
The world is turning upside down
Spinning round and round
Gimme a reason
Why I now understand
The beauty and simplicity of everything surrounding me

You got a way of spreading magic everywhere
Anywhere I go, I know you're always there
It sounds ridiculous, but when you leave a room
There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

It's such a hard life in most of the time
I'm just surviving
That's why I want you to know
In the world where sincerity has lost its meaning
You fill my world with so much hope

And I miss you
This is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all

You know I miss you
And this is all I wanna do
I know it doesn't sound too cool
But maybe I'm in love with you

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby
And when you're walking out that door
I know I miss you
You make me wanna ask for more
I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby

...tht's Darren Hayes for u...








Wednesday, August 09, 2006

CAT...???

Aaaaarrrrggghhhh......
i thnk tht's exactly how i feel abt my cat prep...
sent my CAT appln form today to IIM B'lore...
D-day : Nov 19 2006... 2 and a half hrs..tht's it!
Judging by my performance in d mocks tht im writin rt now... to me; ..standing in d queue (fisrt to purchase the form nd thn at the post office today)..shiverin coz i was completely drenched..thanks to the rain GODS; sendin the form seemed like an utter waste of time & ofcourse money!!
..this is a part of the conversation betn me nd my guiding alter ego(AE)
AE: but thn isnt this wat u always wanted?isnt ths d reason y u quit from CL??
Moi: i knw..but its so frustrating! 1 particular test..i goofed up in parajumbles.. practised..almost perfected it..next day i screwed up grammar nd vocab!
Quant... NO COMMENTS!
DI...i suck at it! :( :(
AE: hey..ths is jus d beginnin! u were never Miss.Perfect anyways.. realise tht nd jus keep practisin relentlessly.. nuthng beats hardwork swthrt!!
Moi: (sulking...) yeah..but sumtimes its too much to take!
AE: u knew it was gonna be tough!! u knw wat..jus hang in thr for a few more days.. thngs will be bttr whn u r at home! :)
Moi: Hmmm.... i hope.. Maa always manages to soothe my strained nerves!
..am missin u mom :(

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

its a new life...

well..atleast its meant to be!
yday was my last day at work...feels weird to wake up in d morn and not get ready for work in a jiffy! gues it wil take time gettin used to it...
...Change is inevitable..agreed.. but if too many (IMP)things around u start changing at once.. dont u feel kinda lost..unstable even..??
...a 2-day breather is all tht i had given myself to get accustomed to these changes nd move on inspite of them... unfortunately i took an entire week... and am still struggling!! :)
...Is it by any means a sign of weakness??... am i givin sumone/sumthng too much uncalled-for-importance and denying myself the same?